I want one....

Argh! Why is it every time I go for oral I only remember the damn words I need AFTER the excruciating awkward screws up my grades dammit!!!!! I say without a doubt this french oral was the worst oral exam I've ever sat for in my life, I stammered and stuttered my way through all questions, forgot half the lines on my presentation, had to restart the recording was generally inaudible and so on...

And when I leave the exam room, the stupid words won't STOP repeating in my head, over and over again.... I'm like, so where was this when I needed it like 15 mins ago??? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. Just... just fuck it.

The only bright side to my day is that I've won two prizes in the halloween etsy maine team scavenger hunt. A pair of earrings and a necklace. The earrings I'm okay with, but the necklace looks really cool, there's a copper bear pierced out and soldered to a silver moon and it's SHINEY. It's not like I can't make these pieces by myself, but it's cool to win something I guess.

I still hate my life. *Pouts over exam fail*

I realised something today, 7th september is my birthday. I was so busy, I totally forgot.

Then I realised it was probably a good thing I did forget because: 1. My mom has so many things to do and pay for I won't be having a party. 2. My friends are all mugging for A levels 3. I myself am too busy 4. The worst part, I have an exam on the day.

*SIGH*

I'm still in a kind of happy disbelief but school has started and I've gone for the first lesson for all my modules. I actually liked or at least didn't mind most of them. This monday, I'll be in the 3d model making class and we'll be making some sort of wooden coaster 12cm in diameter. We were only supposed to make on design, really, but I've been so excited I went and did 5. Lol.

The only class i didn't like was the last one on friday. We sat and did stippling non stop for TWO effing hours, ugh. My right shoulder is still aching. I only looked up from my work once or twice because we had an insanely large amount of picture to stipple. *Groan* The teacher apparently claims this class will teach us to market ourselves... Um... Maybe that'll begin next week? I fail to see how trace-stippling pictures have anything to do with marketing. -_- We'll be doing stippling for seven weeks according to him... D: THE HORROR!!!

And I didn't like the teacher very much either, perhaps this'll change but I doubt it, my intuition is very accurate when it comes to teachers. Even if I'm the only one who dislikes the particular teacher, generally by the end of the year, with no input from me whatsoever, most of the class follows suit. Weirdly enough, this also applies to teachers everyone hates but I like, vice versa. I say weirdly because I'm pretty much a loner... Soooo whatever triggers this change, it isn't me.

I have a project on Mesopotamia and the bookworm in me is practically squirming in joy! I shall sound the charge! TO THE LIBRARY!!!

<3

My mom's been in a traditional mood lately, so she's been making yumm goodies like black ginger vinnegar and pig trotters, barley water with egg and pandan, chicken essence and burdock...

*Sighs in content* My tummy is very happy...

Okay, actually my store's been up for quite a while now, just haven't gotten around to posting about it yet... Whee! I'm using Artfire, kind of like etsy, but the first 12 listings are free. I'm just testing out this thing first, if it does well enough, it'll be more worth paying the listing fee, etc on etsy than to buy a membership on artfire.

The picture's are taken with my aunt's super awesome pro camera so they are waaaaaay better than the one's I've been using to post on DA. Although there doesn't appear to be a zoom function for the basic account users, so it isn't as nice as it should be. Oh well.

Anywho, drop by and tell me what you think. My friend designed the banner for me! It's sooooo sparkly! *_* She says it's a work in progress and I can't wait to see how she makes it even better! <3


My site is here! : [link]

Drop by if you can, and if you have feedback for me, that's even better! (If you actually want to buy something my gratitude will be endless!)